But......but he once said that when he is 80 he will be sitting in his rocking chair reading Harry Potter, his family will say to him,"After all this time?" He will say,"Always. " I remembered his words so well and even have planned for a long time to see one or two dramas of his or just wander around in Britain trying to recognize him if possible, but after all this time I am too late. He've just got married last year after being in love for fifty years and there are limitless possibilities lying in the future, I , I just don't understand why he has to leave us now. Now I've lost the chance to hear his addictive voice in person forever. Forever. And I've learnt a lesson painfully that some dreams just can't wait. They abandon you when you are not even paying attention, then fade away like they've never existed. #heartbroken#